Contrast.

Good evening fellow temporal ghost!
My, oh my! I love your lust
I hunger for that trust
that you will always lack...
The same curse of every other host
in this reality hack
that we perceive and see...
Neurotic creatures who
think they can be
something else than moral disgust,
envy and rust
when everything is dust...
In the wind of the unanswered unknown
So all we are is a speculation
and the memories others own.
-
So tie all your feelings with a lovely bow
roll and burn them along everything you've known and grown with
Perceive this and lit it
take another hit
From this epiphany of nothingness:
if you want bliss
you must make a mess!
-
Change is in the air, cant you see?
Paradoxically
the same habits inhabit me
How can I be so ill
when I can't even feel the chill
nor the warmness of the soul...
Then again, how could I be cold
if even that was taken away from my blood?
Simply put: out of cut things ain't that impeccable
Bad or good, it's undistinguishable
In this mess of a lifetime it's unthinkable
to be perceived as able to simply
Re-write any past line
and make it rhyme with destiny.
-
So tie all your feelings with a lovely bow
roll and burn them along everything you've known and grown with
Perceive this and lit it
take another hit
From this epiphany of nothingness:
if you want bliss
you must expect less.
-
So I guess
I'll hang around just one more day
trying to figure out how to say
I dont belong in your ash tray.
Life is a play
on an array of words and phrases
I cant be the one who folds,
molds and praises
when facing the decimation
within my own being
Addictions, contradictions and
connotations
of a little something called love
and It's fatal fate
So give and take - fix and break,
mix and embrace the whole scene
Since it's never too soon
nor too late to end what we begin.

Espasmos Emocionais

A busca do realmente real é incessantemente cativante
a incerteza hipnotizante - cegamente aliciante...
Dois lados da mesma moeda -  ganho e perda,
então arreda - pé ou sê sensato:
Rato em pêlo de gato!
Ganha tacto e troca o fato pela pele,
fica grato pelo mel - que a colmeia te garantiu,
aquele papel que já fugiu.

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Cicatriza, cauteriza - transmuta que resulta.
Aplica, verifica - a harmonia ao fim da gruta.
Transforma, toma forma - ilumina a tua luta.
Tu sabes bem que ninguém é como outrém.
-

O que restará na penumbra do desconhecido?
Desprovido da percepção material num organismo volátil - sustentável
por químicos etéreos - pensamentos alucinogénios
Dependentes da nossa implacável maldição:
A noção do poder de escolher - entre o bem e o mal.
Noutra linha de espaço-temporal há de estar tudo normal
ego engolido, poder esquecido e prazer bem vivido
Virtual, espiritual e emocional - tudo no seu estado natural;
Mas qual será o preço de tal? Continuarias igual?

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Cicatriza, cauteriza - transmuta que resulta.
Aplica, verifica - a harmonia ao fim da gruta.
Transforma, toma forma - ilumina a tua luta.
Tu sabes bem - que ninguém é como outrém.
-

História em loop e replay - história em loop e replay,
Sabes tão bem quanto eu sei, melhor do que ninguém
A diferença está no ínfimo do interior
corroída por ilusões de alusões a algo melhor
Seja lá o que isso for!
Porque viver é dar tudo a perder
Consumir a vida pelos seus estranhos imprevistos
desinfectar as feridas com químicos mistos
Lágrimas de dopamina, espasmos de serotonina
e toda uma sina.

A tua intuição de virtude está na tua intenção e atitude.

Riddle me this...

RIDDLE ME THIS

Morality is overrated, all feelings discombobulated 

complicated - on a swirl of false hope,

drowning in a microscope while cutting through the rope.

But you can see through the facade and grow up

sharpen up your blade before you drop

Make a bet, practice makes perfect 

And neglect is the worst regret 

It's heal and be healed - kill or be killed,

a battlefield where no one's thrilled.

How will you feel when shit gets real - and hits the fan(?)

Moaning and screaming, wishing that you ran and scram?!

But you won't, you can't, you don't:

Fuck the shame - take the blame - have the pain

walk bare-chested through the pouring rain

Greet the annoyance - it's essence and blessing,

a lesson testing whats progressing.

That's timing and relevance - that's life and its substance

breaking down the resistance.

navigating our daily confusion

adapting to the matrix, surviving crisis

Intensity and combustion - difference and illusion

We all need such on a daily basis

After all, we all go through similar phases and stages

turning blank pages into cages

And it just might be easier to advance with someone by our side,

as objectives and distances collide - we can enjoy the ride...

-

So use your head if you have one, get a brain if thou've got none,

before your sanity's undone.

Responsibility or fun?

To walk or to run?

You're in charge of what you own and postpone

building a kingdom out of stone.

Assimilate your personality with serenity, purpose and finality:

Embrace the eternal mortality

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There are no coincidences nor random occurrences

Destiny comes through our influences and senses

tearing down the artificial fences

That's why I'll pull all the strings of sensations 

dreams and situations

orchestrating new equations

Maybe with some negotiations, never lacking symptoms

of the universe and beyond, where shadows are bond!

But here I am safe and sound

in the comfort of my home and my own background

feet firmly on the ground

So who am I to judge you, confront you,

or speculate about the truthfulness of your own bounds?

But then again - Who are you to make me act like a fool 

Drool - crazy like Deadpool

Breaking every single rule

Like life, we're cruel - a duel of duality and certainty

masking our fragility with vanity

It was decided and embedded:

The moment it began it also all ended!

I'll be glad and satisfied 

with what you provided and divided,

In the proof of what survived,

Forever is a lie 

we only get what's in between hello and goodbye.

-

So use your head if you have one, get a brain if thou've got none,

before your sanity's undone.

Responsibility or fun?

To walk or to run?

You're in charge of what you own and postpone

building a kingdom out of stone.

Assimilate your personality with serenity, purpose and finality:

Embrace the eternal mortality

-

So let it sink in and relax - recharge to your max potential

keeping your energy is essential

Dissipate in the marijuana smog and be rational - sensational

cutting through the conventional

Back on track with no turning back  

turn your back to the brainless attack on decency

embracing transparency

What's cool for you, it's cool for me you see(?)

So roll this, pray for Fugyz and just ask how it is:

I'll let you know, I'll go with the flow - hurry up or miss the show

Living wild and free

watch the universe glow

I don't care, I don't mind; I am aware - I am sublime!

I'll fill the emotion with rhyme - I'll be the notion of time,

climbing every paradigm

And I will find the best way to grind - around any situation,

any stimulation and any demonstration

Mastering creation.

Since our course of action and how we perceive these things

is what translates to the sensation of living beyond what breeding brings,

cutting off the strings

'De tudo o que é perceptível'

from the edges of the blessed 

to the roots of all evil,

surviving the upheaval

That's just life and its people 

even you, even me

at ease or unintentionally

moving silently

But no disgust, none for anyone to see - 

it's who we are and what we may need to be...

Or is it all just the consumption and consummation of this reality

we create within our society(?)

Let's find out, shall we?

A tudo o que era Belo.

Inspirei o teu perfume,
inspirei-me nesse aroma
Reparei no teu instinto,
fi-lo tomar forma.

Por mares de fantasia e caos,
sejamos magia ou lobos maus
O encanto, o espanto! rodeia-nos constantemente
(in)coerente vontade de ser-se diferente,
ou pelo menos fora do banal.

Sabemos que tudo se transforma,
transmuta e projecta-se no abismo astral.
Há que encontrar o apogeu desta existência
para o bem e para o mal!

Criamos dentro da nossa própria inocência
pelo que o nosso cérebro permite sentir,
ou o que o nosso coração ajuda a transmitir.
Há que aprender, há que saber, há que reconhecer
Dar louvor à criação, pois a verdadeira loucura é não sentir paixão!

Burning

Conciso, preciso
necessito de paz
interior, o exterior
fazemos nós.

Nós, tu e eu
como quem fala
em cumplicidade
como quem falha
na sua felicidade

Perdão, desculpas
responsabilidades nulas
«Fumar o futuro até ao cartão»
ou pegar na tua mão

O meu tecto ou o meu chão?

Actuar, reagir, pensar, fugir
não, quero ou não quero?
Do inicio ao fim
parte de ti e de mim.

Fazemos assim, dou-te um beijo
tu lambes a mortalha
Eu rebento como cortejo
e tu apagas-me na fornalha.

A message in a bottle.

What was said, is said
What was felt, is there
Our needs and our deeds
the meanings to justify the ends

Simplicity is achieved
when our heartbeats
sinchronize with our minds
Without ego nor greed
we take what we chose to find

Take a moment to stop
and focus on yourself
You ain't at the bottom nor at the top
You're exactly where you want to be

Love and hate
give and take
It's never too soon
and it's never too late.

Dedicado

O início é sempre incerto
Mas o destino está correcto
Confia no que a mente sente

Não é superficial
Inexplicavelmente coerente
Tão banal e anormal

Despertar é alcançar
A energia é ardente
No esquecimento consciente

Esquecer o tempo e o real
Recriar vento e sal
Acordar no irreal transforma o material. 

Too sober.

Ravaged by fear
I drowned in your words
As you share your tears
True hell unfolds

It's hard to believe,
even harder to say
Appearance may deceive
when hatred comes to stay.

Second intentions
are made from double-actions
Maybe I don't understand
the meaning of black and red

Now all I see is gray
As you and I fade away.
Maybe in another time
I can write another line.

Deep inside

Quando o certo é incerto
Ou o errado é correcto
Quando o drama é cómico
E o simples é complexo

Quando a água é fogo
Ou o frio é quente
Quando o preto é branco
E o que vemos, inexistente

Os meus olhos contradizem-me
As acções imunizam-me
Fico perplexo
Diante do teu reflexo

Um grito num sussurro
Uma palavra num silêncio
Um sorriso na tristeza
A imperfeita beleza.

Awaken.

Memories in my head
Images all around
Fears to be fed
And dreams to be found

Where's my brain?
When can I break down?
Where's my soul?
When will I wake up?

Make me smile
Make me cry
Make me fly
Make me fall

Can this be real
And make me ill?
Can this be fake
And make me awake?

Label me.

Procuro-te em vão
Perco-me na inexistência
Dá-me a tua mão
Apaga a minha experiência

Faz-me esquecer
Faz-me recomeçar
Prefiro não saber
Prefiro apagar

Apagar o conhecimento
A sabedoria
O acontecimento
Aquilo que sabia

Renascer
'Re-acordar'
Reviver
'Re-amar'

Uma reciclagem mental
Uma recriação corporal
Uma troca de consciência
O inicio da demência

Torna-me inútil
Ensina-me a ser fútil
Integra-me na sociedade
Leva-me toda a criatividade!

De mim para mim.

Não vale a pena escrever,
É desnecessário falar.
Não importa descrever,
Basta relembrar.

Acorda, olha, pensa, compreende, vive.

Olha à tua volta,
Desiste!
Olha para ti,
Resiste!

Se tu não te importas, ninguém se importará.
Se tu não te preocupares, ninguém se preocupará.
Se tu não olhares, ninguém olhará.
Se tu não acordares, ninguém te acordará!

Tu já o sabes, mas insistes.
Tu reconheces, mas esqueces.
Tu sentes, mas não queres sentir.
Tu também entristeces, mas procuras sempre sorrir.

Acreditar?
Ver?
Preocupar?
Viver.